MUET2013

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last month , i have recieved my november muet 2013 result after cheking it by myself . and as i was less expected yet unbelievable , i got band 3 with another 5 marks to go to get band 4 . 
it was quite frustrating and i still cant accept the fact that my " best trial " n " best work done " was only up to that level . 

maybe the trial wasn't enough ... ( means that i have to work more and more ) 
maybe i have broken up my promises to Allah and now i am receiving His  punishment 
maybe i am full of sins and will always be until i die  ( i am not prophet , the only maksum ) 
maybe this is not my lucky day or year or moment  ..... 


i was puzzled and at the same time i was trying to accept the fact .. 

and lastly , i made a decision   . to recheck my paper . as saying goes ,  when there is a will , there is a way .  atau orang melayu pula akan cakap ,  bila ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan , alang2 menyeluk pekasam biarlah sampai ke pangkal lengan . tak nak seribu daya , tak nak seribu dalih . 


so i decided to delay the registration for the next muet  which is on july while waiting for the recheck result to appear  . i was hoping . yes , tak tipu . aku sangat berharap  . harapan yang agak tinggi . 

throughout the days , i have been receiving a lot of supports from ms kang sendiri , from my parents , friends and uncommon friend , si addin el shahir  .  eerrrr macam pelikkan   tapi  benar :) 


addin  greeted me in fb and asked about my result . 
" weh , macam mana  muet ? lepas tak ?  "

and this is what i replied 
" er weh , kau memang cakap dengan aku ke ? " hahahahahaha dasar wani pelik ;pp

" ye ah -_____________- aku tengah cakap dengan kau lah ni . 
* act , he has asked the same ques earlier today but then i said that i havent checked yet  . malas , kataku :)


" oh emm .. aku tak lepas ah . band 3 lagi . tapi lagi 5 markah nak ke band 4 . aku fikir nak recheck paper "

" oh  .  belum ada rezeki lagi tuu . takpe , kami di sini sentiasa doakan kau yea :D  " 

"thanks bro :')  "


ok that was such rare conversation . pasai apa ? cheq tak pernah sekaaaaaaaaliiii pun im chat dengan this guy tau . tup tup tiba tiba dia teguq cheq . 
as a friend , i wont ditch :)  i was  acting cool . hihi :pp

abah also asked me to do a lottt of solat hajat and pray to Allah . alhamdulillah i managed to do that even though it didnt as much as i / abah expected  . well , at least , i have done rather than doing nothing :)



during that time , i tried to munasabah diri and say to myself everyday , " if you have got the result  , be patient and dont be sad  . never expect high . it might be worst than u have imagined . 


and so , the result was there . it was still the same . abah sounded quite sad and so did i . act  , i was even  sadder than him because i am the one who sitting for the exam so i know how tired it is ! 

terlalu penat ... terlalu penat ..... 


i couldnt stop my tears from flowing down . lastly,  i broke down and crying . allah maha mengetahui segala galanya ....... 




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